Love to hide the pain..

Love.. the one thing we can't command.. we can't acquire into our life.. Today is 3 years since my mother died.. I feel a massive void and needed to see somebody tonight.. Needed just one of my friends to give me the time of day. My bible study leader ended up visiting and praying with me.. THe loss of my mother is another thing that rmeinds me that i'm single.. as I have no family now. I'm praying every day that God will bring the right man.. the elusive 'one' into my life.. I don't want to wait much longer..... I just want that person who sparks love and cuddles...